Today I heard great news from my Rheumatologist, he said I’m doing great and will be even better as times goes by. I really couldn’t ask for better news. Today was the first time I left his office with a big ole smile on my face, I am genuinely happy. My next appt is in Sept 2014, 9 months from now. I got my scripts renewed for a year and no longer depend on tramadol or naproxen to make it through the week. I weaned myself off of tramadol in October of this year, it was one med that wasn’t covered and if I didn’t need it no sense in paying money I don’t have for it. A great deal of credit goes to my psych Dr who in a moment of brillance prescribed me cymbalta, it has been a lifesaver. My pain was reduced greatly from cymbalta, so much so my need for painkillers was reduced greatly and no patient with rheum disease could say no to one or two less medications to have to choke down everyday. I still take naproxen sometimes, but only as needed and not automatically added to my pillbox for the week.
I have been incredibly lucky, I am well aware of it. Between symptoms, diagnosis and the first treatments I took, the road looked long and grey. Through it all I had presciption coverage and disability benefits to ease the burden of disease, I know not all are that fortunate. I am most grateful for the coverage of very expensive biologics. It would be impossible for me to dream of having a mobile life without them. I’m not back to the life before RA point yet and I am not sure if I will ever get back to how I felt before disease, better than I was is my big goal now. Going from 1-2 good days a week in January to 5-6 good days now is substansial. The feeling I have along with it is monumental. My spirit is not nearly so crushed, my fear of passing away soon has eased. I can think of the future again.
I wish you hope this holiday season. Hold onto hope with every bit of your being.